Sorry for the long lapse between posts
but its far and between when I get access to internet and because I
don't have electricty at post, I don't spend too much on time on my
computer! Other than getting ripped with P90X, I have to judiciously
use my computer so I can make it to Friday when I go into Kaele for
the market!
But, I am in Maroua this week for a
conference on Behavior Change, which has so far been really
interesting! Plus, we are staying at the nicest hotel in Maroua : )
and eating like queens. We have a pool. I took a shower. Our rooms
have air conditioning. Its pretty amazing. And, we are learning a lot
about how to actually make a plan to (hopefully) catalyze change.
Life in village has been pretty quiet!
I am just easing into work, we aren't actually supposed to do any
projects during our first three months of service, so I have been
working on networking and integrating into Piwa. I have a friend! We
go out and drink bil-bil together sometimes, and she knows so many
people in Piwa, I have met a lot more people through her.
I'm also getting my house set up –
pots and pans and things like that. I'm painting an accent wall in my
living room (and soon I'll have chairs in there as well!), but I'm
still waiting for my landlord to finish one room in my house – the
floor is sand – but there's no use in getting bent out of shape
about it. Things here happen when they happen, definitely patience is
a skill that I will leave Cameroon with!
As far as work goes, I went the other
week to Tokembere to help my friend run an environmental education
day camp, which was a great learning experience for me because I
definitely want to have a camp like that in the high school in my
village! We are planning on doing the next camp for Earth Day,
possibly in Lara ( a village near Piwa) or maybe even in Piwa. But
I'll be leading the Flora and Fauna segments. I've never really
taught anything so we'll see how that goes....
My spirits are still pretty high; I
have hit the wall a few times, but luckily I have a wonderful man (I
love you, Edwin!) and family that spend the money to call me and send
me letters. I really appreciate that! Sometimes I just feel so
overwhelmed by all the pressure exerted on me by being constantly
watched by my village that I just want to escape and become
inconspicuous again. But, those are normal feelings for all
volunteers but I do feel very grateful to have a family that supports
me. It amazes me that some of my collegues have loved ones that are
consistantly telling them to come home when things get difficult and
I am grateful that I have a strong group backing me up and keeping me
going! I love you guys!